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| Poem, 11/06/05 |
| 06.12.05 (4:56 pm) [edit] |
Dear Jenny,
I am the one that can save your life,
And raise your hopes up high,
Make all your fears go away,
Because you want to die.
I am the one that can set you free,
From all your sorrows,
And all your lies.
I am the one that can cure your depression,
Wipe away your tears,
And take away your pain.
I will never break a promise,
Or ever lie.
I will never be the one,
That makes you want to die.
I will always be here,
Until the bitter end,
I will always be a helping hand,
I will always be your friend.
I promise to heal your heart,
And make the pain go away,
No more broken hearts…
Sincerely, Razor Blade
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| Another poem...11/06/05 |
| 06.12.05 (4:40 pm) [edit] |
:arrow: Lost in all the Lies
She ties back her hair,
Taking the weight off her shoulders,
Hiding the pain in the elastic.
She takes on her ring,
The one on her left hand,
Everytime she leaves the house,
Getting lost in all the lies
She holds within the stones.
She takes off her lipstick,
Every time she walks through the front door,
The ruby red that shimmers on her lousious lips,
Hiding all her lies.
Scrubbing hard not only to release the agony,
But to release all the anger,
And all the hiden sights,
Of one innocent girl on the street,
With no cash in her pocket,
But a child in her hands.
All thats left at the end of the night,
Is her precious heart,
Out to darken the world.
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| Top five poems Ive ever written... |
| 03.14.05 (7:19 am) [edit] |
:arrow: [b]Impatient Pain[/b].
Departing from the world around me, as I escape into deep thought.
My dreams are filled with memories, the good and the bad.
Thoughts of you surround my inner soul, forcing my emotions to emerge.
I can no longer hold in my pain, or my love for you.
I long to hold you every day, my soul has taken flight.
I let go of my emotions, across the mountain tops.
But as i notice no laughter or harsh tone, my heart starts to drop.
No words comming out of your mouth, none that i can hear.
I sit here longing for the answer, but silence is all i can hear.
It seems to me that you are breathless, dead for all i know.
But as i admire your gorgeous face, I see that you are acutely mortal.
No remark is comming from your mouth, as i realise what i have done.
How i wish i could fall, deep inside your soul.
My fears grasp me stronger, as my heart is brittle and frail.
For i have been beaten and torn away, left lying there to die.
But as i explore your inner thoughts, i see that i have to give you time.
You are unique in your own way, and im thankful for what is mine.
Your soul is still to dark to see, but im beginning to understand.
My impatient pain is lying there in front of me, but no matter what happens... ill always be there to hold your hand.
:arrow: [b]Forever in my Eyes[/b]
You fill my dreams,
Full of happiness and hate,
Sadness and lonliness,
Hunger and sex,
I love to hurt you,
I love to touch you,
I love the softness of your lips,
I hate your hurt,
I hate the feeling of your skin,
I hate you dirty mouth,
Your just a stupid little boy,
Growing on the outside,
Full of thoughts of guilt,
Not knowing where to go,
I know your bliss,
I love the feeling,
Of the way I can destroy you.
Making you nothing on the inside,
But everything to me,
You stupid little boy,
Growing up to be a man,
I torch you in my dreams,
But save you from the tears,
From all the pain,
I Love You,
But you tear me apart,
Forever in my eyes,
Will you be the only one,
To ever make me feel this way.
:arrow: [b]Til Bitter End[/b]
My long faithful search to find one of a kind,
Makes me lonely but a little divine,
I may not be supremely good or beautiful,
But the one thing I am,
Is desretely waiting for you.
Im dreamy in the sound of who you are,
My perished love of who I seek,
If one day I run into your path,
Please let me know,
So i can get a taste of you.
You make me feel whimsical,
My shattered thoughts of your precious face,
The blood of my fist tears through my heart,
My dying love for you,
May diminish over time.
My gallant heart is because of you,
As my shallowness silently creeps away,
Unkowningly taking you with it,
Holding you back,
Helping me restrain my fall.
My tender mortalness,
Embraces my every fall,
Scaring me to pieces,
Of dying love for you,
Blind to every second.
Sincerely your I will truley be,
Forever in the sky,
Once upon my heart,
Scarred to this very day,
You free me from it all.
Until the day I grow weak,
Til' no words i can speak,
I constantly fight,
Until the bitter end,
Who despretely needs to find one of a kind?
Anyway!
:arrow: [b]Rambing Thoughts[/b]
So you left me...
But i dont care,
Im strong when on my own,
Always left lying to die,
With nobody by my side.
Stranded in my own room,
With nowhere to look,
Up down or sideways,
Across to my own white walls.
Nobody around to catch me,
When I decide to fall,
Bleeding on my bed,
Scattered on the floor,
Still in one whole piece,
But inside I am torn.
Hiding every emotion,
Locked in my cage inside,
This is the only place,
That I am free to hide.
But hiding is not the answer,
I dont know where to go,
Still lying here bleeding,
Not feeling fully mortal.
But as a golem silently still,
In my room of horror,
A heart with no room to fill,
Blocking everything out,
Out of my head,
Out of my heart,
Lighting up the match,
A fire to start!
:arrow: [b]Beast Within[/b]
All my poems are filled with hate,
Sadness, hunger, and hope,
But reality now surrounds me,
My life in not really over,
Its always pretty happy,
But deep withing theres pain.
I dont know where it comes from,
Or what it wants from me,
All i know is it wants you,
It wants to be loved for who it is,
Not used for all its worth.
My sickened self endures it,
Contains it deep within,
Unknown how long to withstand,
The barriere cannot forhold,
Truth cannot be fortold.
The force is much to strong,
The thing just wants to be free,
But lingers inside of me,
Waiting for its one day,
To swear upon my grave.
The withdrawn thoughts,
That are placed upon this page,
How ironic!
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| YIPPEE! |
| 03.09.05 (12:39 pm) [edit] |
:arrow: WOOHOO, Claud finally got his internet fixed. Congrats! haha :P Im so happy I get to talk to you more often... thanks!
Guess who...hmmmmm Chris right?? Haha of course.. haha sorry man, but its true and you know it :P I still luv you.. your a good buddy!!
Neways gonna get back to studying, then heading to a dance tonight. TTya'll later.
~~Dana~~
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| Survey I Stole From Neurotic |
| 03.06.05 (11:36 am) [edit] |
Survey I Stole From Neurotic
Sunday 03.06.05 [3:15 pm]
1. Your username - Actionchicka
2. What special skills do you have? X-ray vision. I can fly. I can bring people back to life. Ive got nine lives.
3.Are you learning anything new? I learn something new every day, lol.
4. If you could be any film character, who would you be? Someday I wish to be as cool as Spongebob Squarepants.
5.What pets do you have? None
6. Which is your favourite?
7. And your least favourite?
8. What's in your handbag (or wallet if you're a bloke)? Wallet, lip gloss, Subway stamps, key chain, cell phone, gum, junk papers, pen. lol
9. Boxers or Y-fronts? Boxers
10. What colour are your eyes? Brown/Hazel
11. What do you want to be when you grow up? Sports psychologist or an elementary teacher. But im going to university for psychology.
12. What type of mobile (cell) phone do you have? Nokia
13. Where did you go on your last proper holiday? Nowhere. Im deprived.
14. What did you last dream about? That I found millions of Subway stamps in a baggie, haha no joke. Umm also that I met a friend from California.
15. What did you last watch on tv? Umm... some movie but I forget whats its called.
16. What was the last book you read? I dont read.. so the last would be in English class... umm Death of a Salesman, lol.
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| Something I never thought I would do... but glad I did |
| 03.05.05 (7:01 am) [edit] |
:arrow: I smoked pot for the first time last night. I was at my best friends boyfriends house, just the three of us and he grows it. So, I decided to try it... its the best place I could have been. But, nothing happened for my first time. lol. Its not something I would do all the time, but that was a very fun, social experience. I always thought I would never do it... and once you do, its funny all the steryotypes you put into your mind about the whole thing. There not even close to being true... not at all what I expected. My best friend didnt like the taste or smell at all, understandable but it was funny watching her. It was her first time too but she only took one puff, and didnt inhale at all, haha.
:arrow: So after that we watched Shark Tale, then went into town so that Arthur could buy Adam and I some beer. Around 7-8 we started drinking... then my dad came to get me around 10:30... early i know, but thats the only time I could have a ride home, even though Lisa wasnt drinking. It was a pretty fun night... I havent been that drunk in a while, haha good times.
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| The EX factor! lol.. is this guy worth it?? |
| 03.03.05 (5:35 pm) [edit] |
:arrow: Havent wrote in a while. Didn't really have too much to write about and Ive been pretty busy. But now I do have something to write about.. yup thats right, a guy! :? [b]BUT[/b]... not just any guy, haha... yea just any ol guy, but i like this one. And i have for a while. But... before he had a gf, so i thought okay, ill just wait until they break up... no harm right?? [b]WRONG!![/b] Like 3 days after he breaks with her (after 19 months) he starts seeing this other girl. So now im thinking, holly shit this one goes quick. And not only is he hanging a lot and liking this other girl, hes fucking her!! :evil: K so were good friends, so he starts telling me about how they were drinking wine and smoking cigars and shit, (tells you what kinda girl she is) and then starts to tell me how he got laid!! Now okay.. [b]Too Much Info[/b]!!!! So okay, this is obviously not going to go between them because shes just a fuck buddy, but i dont really wanna get in the middle of that shit. And I was also talking to his ex the other day and she kept telling me how upset she was and shit. So yea I just feel worse because I hate when people are upset. I also know how it feels and its not great. It still hurts seeing my ex get fondles and mauled in the hall by his gf... like every minute of the day since his locker is right beside mine! haha.. neways, so id feel kinda bad.
So yea im also scared to tell him because now im afraid he wont like me as more then a friend. And were good friends now so i dont want to lose that friendship because hes such a great guy. And what can i say, i like the punkers. (not hard core anti-emo punks either! Been there, done that...no go whatsoeva!! haha) neways, so yea now all i have to do is decide how bad I want this... plus, i would love to go to prom with him... hes the one i want to go with! :roll:
But surprisingly, im not jealous... :)
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| Smells Like Teen Spirit |
| 02.27.05 (7:33 am) [edit] |
Load up on guns and bring your friends
It's fun to lose and to pretend
She's over bored and self assured
Oh no, I know a dirty word
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
(chorus)
With the lights out it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us
A mulatto
An albino
A mosquito
My Libido
Yay!
I'm worse at what I do best
And for this gift I feel blessed
Our little group has always been
And always will until the end
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
(chorus)
And I forget just why I taste
Oh yeah, I guess it makes me smile
I found it hard, it was hard to find
Oh well, whatever, nevermind
hello, hello, hello, how low?
(chorus)
With the lights out it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us
A mulatto
An albino
A mosquito
My Libido
A denial...
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| extremely random poem thats doesnt make sence to anyone but me |
| 02.25.05 (5:22 pm) [edit] |
You expect so much from me
but to me your all just lies
from inside to out
and i can see inside you
feel your agany and ur pain
the same pain i escaped
time after time
with no punishment forgotton
place after place
the hurting guilt inside you
not knowing what you really did to me
but now its all on you
looking down on me
like your some kind of animal
scared to see the hurt
but i will never lower myself
i know what u r going through
even though not shown on the outside
all i can see
is your heart trying to explode
but held withing the looking glass
steaming with tears of joy.
Or are they?
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| 100 absolutely random facts about me |
| 02.21.05 (1:58 pm) [edit] |
1) I was born on November 26, 1987
2) My birthplace is Nova Scotia
3) I currently live in Ontario
4) I have been living here since I was 3
5) I donno why i moved
6) My dad was in the navy until then
7) I have a brother, hes 12
8) I love him more then anything
9) Im currently single
10) No particular reason
11) I cant wait until prom
12) I just found my prom dress on Saturday
13) I'm getting it made
14) I dont have a date, but I have a couple in mind
15) My favourite colour is orange
16) Someday I want to have a dog
17) I've always dreamed about going to California
18) I could go to university next year, but im staying in high school an extra year
19) My favourite sport i rugby, which i play all year except for winter time.
20) Im a prop.
21) I believe in ghosts.
22) I believe in god, but not religion.
23) I've never met my dad's mom, she died before I was born
24) Im a virgin
25) People think im innocent
26) Im not.
27) I'm a good person
28) I'm pretty inside and out
29) I'm confident in myself
30) I have a big sense of humor
31) I love to have fun
32) I love all my friends
33) I dont really have a "best friend", but I have "better friends"
34) Ive only had one serious relationship
35) I've never been in a car accident
36) I've never broken a bone
37) I used to have asthma
38) I love Spongebob Squarepants
39) I love having alone time, where i can think and gather everything together
40) Im constantly thinking
41) I print and virtually never write
43) I love rollercoasters and anything to get my adrenylin (*sp*) pumping
44) I suck at math. Hardcore suck.
45) Im great at English and Psychology
46) I want to be a Psychologist or an English teacher
47) I dont know anything about politics
48) Im a good swimmer
49) I work at Wendy's
50) I love lyrics and live for music
51) I love all kinds of music
52) I like to read Archie Comic books and girlie magazines
53) I hate to read novels
54) When i was little I sliced my hand on a sharp piece of metal sticking out from a church
55) I burn myself on an iron once
56) I still have the iron shaped scar on the back/botom of my arm
57) Im getting my G2 on March 24th
58) My parents are buying me a car
59) Im pretty spoiled
60) But im not a brat
61) Im not that selfish
62) But Sometimes
63) I also play softball, im 3rd baseman
64) Last summer i got MVP for my team
65) I write poems
66) Im pretty good sometimes. I was told I should get them published. But my work is staying with me, and only special people are able to see them.
67) I sometimes post them in my blog
68) I write my blog because its just another way besides my poems to tell people how I feel
69) I can be shy
70) People who know me know otherwise
71) Im usually very loud and outgoing
72) People tell me im a lot of fun to be around
73) Ive also been told im halarious
74) I love making people laugh
75) I'm having a lot of fun and being very amused by doing this
76) I dont get bored easily. I'm very content just sitting in one spot for a long time and thinking.
77) I hate waiting for someone to arrive. Thats the only time I'm ever impatient
78) My favourite movie is White Chicks. Ive seen it 50 times.
79) The farthest ive been from my home was Florida when I was 13.
80) I love people
81) I want to be able to make a difference in others lives
82) I love ice cream
83) I love chocolate
84) I'd love to get a tattoo, but I think im going to chicken out
85) I always wear my hair down. I used to always wear it up.
86) I love hummers. I absolutely love them!
87) I want to meet someone who i can have fun with and talk about anything with.
88) Right now im wearing pj pants, a roxy sweater and my spongebob slippers
89) I love being in my pajamas
90) I love talking on msn
91) I want to learn to drive a stick shift.
92) I want to learn how to snowboard.
93) Im a good skiier
94) I couldnt draw if my life depended on it
95) I love the OC. Ryan is my favourite (not seth who everyone else likes) because hes a badass, and something about badasses turn me on, lol.
96) I have a secret little thing for redheads. Ive never told neone that before now.
97) I have to habits. Biting my nails and chewing on my pens.
98) I love real orange, and orange juice. I cannot stand the artificial orange flavour.
100) I'm finally done this...it was fun! :wink:
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| 10 reasons to date a hockey player |
| 02.21.05 (9:59 am) [edit] |
10 REASONS TO DATE A HOCKEY PLAYER!!
1. THEY ALWAYS WEAR PROTECTION
2.THEY HAVE GREAT HANDS
3. THEY ARE USED TO SCORING
4. THEY HAVE GREAT STAMINA
5. THEY FIND THE OPENING AND GET IT IN
6. THEY NEVER MISS THE TARGET
7. THEY KNOW HOW TO USE THEIR STICK
8. THEY HAVE LONG STICKS
9. THEY KNOW WHEN TO PLAY ROUGH
10. BEACAUSE BASEBALL PLAYERS ONLY KNOW HOW TO HIT BALLS
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| a naughty little poem |
| 02.20.05 (4:17 pm) [edit] |
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She whispered "will it hurt me?"
"Of course not" answered he
"It's a very simple process,
You can rely on me."
She said "I'm very frightened,
I've not had this before.
My friend has had it five times
And said it can be sore."
It was growing rather painful
Tears formed in her eyes
It was hurting quite a bit now
It must have been a size.
"Calm yourself" he whispered
"His face filled with a grin
"Try and open wider
So I can get it in."
"It's coming now" he whispered
"I know" she cried in bliss
Feeling it deep within her now
She said "I am glad I'm having this."
And with a final effort
She gave a frightened shout
He gripped it in anguish
And quickly pulled it out.
She lay back quite contended
Sighed and gave a smile
She said "I'm glad I came now
You made it worth my while."
Now if you read this carefully
The dentist you will find
Is not what you imagined
It's just your dirty mind!!
haha ur all sick and u know it! :P
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| a few sprinkles of genius |
| 02.19.05 (7:16 pm) [edit] |
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:arrow: Wow... sitting here thinking about how boring today was is brutal, haha. I'm moving soon and im getting really excited. My mom wants to hold a pre-prom party at my house close to summertime. Its gonna be amazing. She said shes gonna allow drinking as long as theres tents and everyone is staying over night. Its gonna be amazing. I went and got the fittings and design for my dress today. Im so excited, my dress it going to be amazing!! :P I cant wait to see it! This is such an important event... i mean, its a night you will remember for the rest of your life!
Hmm...no guys in my life right now. I mean theres always guys to look at, haha, but theres nobody right now that I would love to be with. Im really enjoying being single right now. No more stressing over guys... man they are such a pain in the ass, haha. :twisted:
Yea, i thought i had mono once for an entire year. Turned out i was just really bored. Haha... common you gotta know that one! If you dont.. well...you really suck! Did you ever see the Twilight Zone where the guy signed a contract and they cut out his tongue? And, they put it in a jar, and it wouldn't die; it just grew and pulsated and gave birth to baby tongues. Pretty cool, huh? Haha that is the best movie in the world! Wayne's World! Wayne's World! Party time! Excellent!
Haha, Neways im out for now.
Forecast for tomorrow; a few sprinkles of genius with a chance of doom!
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| WOWIE!! PLZ DO IT!! |
| 02.14.05 (6:07 pm) [edit] |
Leave me a comment with the following information:
A. First, recommend to me (or list your favorite):
1. A movie
2. A book, and
3. A musical artist, song, or album
B. Everyone who reads this has to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want.
C. Then, go to your blog, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything they want!
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| i usually write my own poems...but this one was too damn good |
| 02.14.05 (10:21 am) [edit] |
Shattered Pieces |
by Cherenee |
Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart,
handing it to you, "careful it's fragile,
and easily falls apart."
Extending your arms, you take the heart in
your tender warm hands.
It falls into a million shattered pieces - on
the floor it lands.
You begin to bend down to pick it up, sorrow and
sadness in your eyes.
Apologies are not enough.
Looking at you with tears in my eyes,
I ask you not to pick up the pieces of a heart
that has fallen apart.
I am the one who needs to pick up the pieces of
my shattered heart - one by one, piece by piece.
I need to put it together again, some how. some way.
Each piece of my heart has a memory so true.
Each piece of my heart has part of you.
You are the one who is leaving to start a new lease on life.
I'll just be here on my knees picking up the pieces of a
heart that feels like it's being pierced with a knife.
All my tears won't keep you near
All my tears won't mend what's not here.
Again I look at you with a whisper in my voice,
The only way my heart will mend and finally be complete,
is if you and I can come together without being discreet.
You see, what we have here and today, helps me face the
world, with a love for you that gives a glow -
but now, my darling, you made a choice.
My heart is on this floor, shattered and broke.
With each piece I pick up -
I need to learn to let go. |
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| snowday on valentines day.... |
| 02.14.05 (10:03 am) [edit] |
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:arrow: Wow snowday once again. One great thing about being Canadian is you get lots and lots of snow days and NO SCHOOL! Now who can complain about that?? EH?? haha. Just kidding i dont say eh...too much neways. I mean sure its cold here, but hell you get used to it. And if you dress for it, wheres the problem?? Plus, Its B-E-A-UTIFUL here. Anyone disagree?? Wow, im blabbling again... I wish i could move to California. :P [b]Fuck[/b] this -40 weather. [b]Fuck[/b] the cold. [b]Fuck[/b] my igloo. And [b]Fuck[/b] my furhat. lol. K im done... Later ~~Dana~~
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| Crazyness.... |
| 02.13.05 (6:31 pm) [edit] |
Its been awhile since i've wrote. Ive had many viruses on my computer so i had to crash it. Then again.. haha.
Its amazing how many visitors ive got to my blog while i was gone. I was so happy when i saw how many there were. Thats crazy. Wow amazing. But now i cant read my comments so i cant see what people said in my last post. Which sucks... Anyone care to tell me? haha. Dont let that stop you from leaving comments. Ill find a way to read them soon...promise. So leave good ones!!
Thanks to everyone who is reading this right now.
Happy Valentines Day. :P
Im going away the next couple of days... So it will prolly be a while until i write again. Neways, later days
~Dana~
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| my night.. |
| 01.29.05 (9:22 am) [edit] |
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:arrow: Last night I went out with Lisa, Adam, Arthur, Tom and Mike. We went to the pool hall and had a few games of pool. In the middle of our games there were a few girls that came in (our school sluts haha) and started flirting with Tom and Mike. So lisa and i stood there and continuously made fun of them, lol... So then Arthur decided he was hungry, order two large pizza's and us four drove down. The "sluts", Mike and Tom followed us and walked down. lol. It was freezing outside to, lol. So we all ate the pizza then the four of us just left them there to go and try and buy beer and alcohol before the stores closed. But by the time we got there they were already closed so us four just went to Adams house to watch a movie. We watched Head of State, which is halarious. Then i went to Lisas house and spent the night.
Yup pretty average night but it was pretty funny. Mike was beating up one of the sluts (playfully) and this old man was like getting all turned on by it and kept edging him on, haha it was pretty funny.
Yupp... that was my night, lol. I havent wrote in a while so i figured i should. Nothing special but hopefully ill find something interesting to write about soon. :arrow:
Have a good one. ~~Dana~~
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| corey!!! |
| 01.18.05 (6:01 pm) [edit] |
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COREY....WILL YOU GO OUT WITH ME?? HAHA
:P :P :P :P :P :P
*kisses*
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| exams and shit |
| 01.18.05 (3:44 pm) [edit] |
:arrow: Ive been so busy with school and shit, it sucks. I have a big prentation tomorrow and then another massive one of Tuesday. :twisted: I have two exams on the 28th, one in the morning and one in the afternoon, and then one of the 31st in the morning. So that means I have the rest of the week off! yay!! I also have this friday off because Im going to my little brother hockey tournament! yippee! :P
:arrow: Later
~~Dana~~
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| sick of this.... S.L.U.T!! |
| 01.17.05 (11:00 am) [edit] |
:arrow: I saw this guy i kinda have feelings for today at my school. I mean weve had some good times and stuff, but its never really gotten newhere. Hes got a new girlfriend :(. I just CANT believe he is dating her. I mean shes a S.L.U.T!! I dont know why he puts himself sooo low. Hes a great guy and he can do much better. I mean im not calling myself better then her, and shes "hot" as guys would say... but shes stupid, and fucks ever guy she can.. and i hate her even more because she slept with one of my best friends boyfriends. But still thats besides the point... I mean this guy is hot... but he doesnt think very hightly of himself, and hes just bringing himself down. I mean besides the fact that hes prolly only with her because she will fuck him every minute of the day. I cant believe how stupid guys like this can be...
Right now im just the girl sitting in the corner... the one that is always there and you can always run to if nething goes wrong. Always seen for what is inside, but walked over every minute of the day. Im a good looking girl, or so they say, and ive got a great personality...im funny, im cute, im honest, just a generally good person... but walked over but many, and hurt by all. Just one of those girls, hiding my true feelings...just waiting for someone to see how i really feel and not letting anyone run me over..even tho they try. Yupp, this is me... and im getting really sick of it. :twisted: :arrow:
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| HYPERNESSSSSSSS |
| 01.11.05 (5:42 pm) [edit] |
:arrow: WOWWW HYPERNESSSS!!! :P :P :P :P :P
HAHA, IM SO WILD RIGHT NOW! HAHA
GINNY ASKED ME HOW I DID IT, IM LIKE "DO WHAT?" SHES LIKE GET ALL THESE GUYS AFTER YOU. HAHA OKAY, I SO DONT DO NETHING, I DONT ASK FOR IT, IM DEFINETELY NOT A LITTLE SLUT, FOR GOD SAKES IM A VIRGIN. I DO ABSOLUTELY NOTHING...HAHA WHICH IS FUNNY, AND AWSOME THAT GUYS LIKE ME... BUT ALL THEY WANT FROM ME IS MY VIRGINITY. SO SCREW THAT!! THEY ARENT GETTING IN MY PANTS!! AHA
LATER!
~~DANA~~
P.S. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY ALL THAT WAS IN CAPS! HAHA LATER!
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| ranting and raving, funny shit! |
| 01.10.05 (3:57 pm) [edit] |
:arrow: there is this guy i had a date with, that im really starting to like and everything (hes 20) but he doesnt know what he wants, and he keeps friken thinking shit about me that are nothing like me, like thinking i will be all obsessive and shit... and like, i donno if im ever gonna see him, etc etc.
im so lonely lately, like it sucks shit
theres this rob guy,. who had a gf and still wanted to fuck around with me, but i didnt, now they r seeing each other, so im like what the hell, so i did it neways, and like, i dont want to keep doing it b/c i dont want it to be like that
then theres this 22 yr old who wants to cheat on his gf with me too so im like WTF is this...fucking men!!
i keep thinking about chris which really sucks shit!!
ummm yea..theres this guy in kingston saying how he wants me and all this shit and like he fucked things over when he showed up to meet me stoned and shit now all he does is talk about how he still likes me and we should get together and mess around and shit and theres like a couple more like what the hell dont ppl understand, i dont want my life to be like that, i dont want to just fuck around... i want someone who will care about me and shit!! like god, im so flipping pissed off and shit
and it sucks sooo bad!!
haha but other then that shit, my life is awesome :P
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| forever in my eyes..poem by me! |
| 01.09.05 (8:03 am) [edit] |
You fill my dreams
My dreams full of happiness and hate
Sadness and lonliness
Hunger and sex
I love to hurt you
I love to touch you
I love the softness in your lips
I hate your hurt
I hate the feel of your skin
And I hate your dirty mouth
You’re just a stupid little boy
Growing on the outside
Full of thoughts and guilt
Not knowing where to go
I know your bliss
I love the feeling
Of the way I can destroy you
Making you nothing on the inside
But everything to me
You stupid little boy
Growing up to be a man
Torch you in my dreams
But saving you from the tears
From all the pain
I love you
But you tear me apart
Forever, in my eyes
Will you be the only one
To ever make me feel this way.
~~Dana~~
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| Why this English language is completely crazy... |
| 01.09.05 (6:28 am) [edit] |
English is the most widely used language in the history of our planet. One in every 7 humans can speak it. More than half of the world's books and 3 quarters of international mail is in English. Of all the languages,it has the largest vocabulary - perhaps as many as 2 MILLION words. Nonetheless, let's face it - English is a crazy language. There is no egg in eggplant nor ham in hamburger; neither apple nor pine in pineapple. English muffins weren't invented in England or French fries in France. Sweetmeats are candies while sweetbreads, which aren't sweet, are meat.
We take English for granted. But if we explore its paradoxes, we find that quicksand can work slowly, boxing rings are square and a guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig.
And why is it that writers write but fingers don't fing, grocers don't groce and hammers don't ham? If the plural of tooth is teeth, why isn't the plural of booth beeth? One goose, 2 geese. So one moose, 2 meese? One index, 2 indices?
Doesn't it seem crazy that you can make amends but not one amend, that you comb thru annals of history but not a single annal? If you have a bunch of odds and ends and get rid of all but one of them, what do you call it?
If teachers taught, why didn't preacher praught? If a vegetarian eats vegetables, what does a humanitarian eat? If you wrote a letter, perhaps you bote your tongue?
Sometimes I think all the English speakers should be committed to an asylum for the verbally insane. In what language do people recite at a play and play at a recital? Ship by truck and send cargo by ship? Have noses that run and feet that smell?
How can a slim chance and a fat chance be the same, while a wise man and wise guy are opposites? How can overlook and oversee be opposites, while quite a lot and quite a few are alike? How can the weather be hot as hell one day and cold as hell another?
Have you noticed that we talk about certain things only when they are absent? Have you ever seen a horseful carriage or a strapful gown? Met a sung hero or experienced requited love? Have you ever run into someone who was combobulated, gruntled, ruly or peccable? And where are all those people who ARE spring chickens or who would ACTUALLY hurt a fly?
You have to marvel at the unique lunacy of a language in which your house can burn up as it burns down, in which you fill in a form by filling it out and in which an alarm clock goes off by going on.
English was invented by people, not computers, and it reflects the creativity of the human race (which, of course, isn't a race at all). That is why, when the stars are out, they are visible, but when the lights are out, they are invisible. And why, when I wind up my watch, I start it, but when I wind up this essay, I end it.
~~Dana~~
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